It has almost been 10 years since I wrote this passage. And I can say that a lot has changed since then. I believe more and more people are realizing what I meant, and it has been exponential.
There seems to be quite a lot of chaos during this process yes, but it is part of it. I remember when I first went through it. It was a bag of mixed emotions that wasn’t very pleasant or the best thing to experience. But once I made it through a whole world of possibilities opened up to my existence.
I just want to say this.
Realize that you are a magnificent being and within you is the spark of all that is, if I can put it that way. This world is more like an illusion that we’re all having a part in. However, that’s not necessarily a bad thing. In fact, when you realize that it becomes more of a playground, where it becomes more of a challenge to have to work your way through and make it to the finish line.
Just remember that you have a choice, no matter how circumstances hit us, or things you experience. There is always a shimmer of light waiting in there, we just have to uncover it.
To be asleep is to not feel anything, neither good nor bad, or to experience both. To be awake is to be able to make a choice.
Many walk their daily lives in a hypnotic state without even knowing, it works much the same way as when you are driving a car, notice how you fall into a trance where you feel as if you are not feeling or as if you are driving without thinking much about the action of driving itself.
Your mind may be focused on the road instead because driving has become second nature. You don’t realize or remember having a foot pressing against a pedal until you become aware of it once again.
As another example, you can become deeply attached to certain feelings, such as when you have been betrayed and feel the heat of anger and hatred flowing through your veins. A range of emotions is felt throughout your body and mind.
When we are “asleep” we often run our lives on autopilot, and sometimes we experience both extremes of the love/fear spectrum inexplicably and uncontrollably.
But when you are “awake” you start to connect the dots of the meaning of existence and life and CAN experience the experiences you CHOOSE to experience at will, and by your own design. You are no longer running on autopilot, you are deliberately using your infinite value to create your own life as you want it to be. You have a choice.